13 June 2010

Could any more people be getting married?

(No offense to my favorite people who are getting married). I told my friend Feldser last night that I felt like I was either a) still 18 or b) an old maid. I feel like I'm behind everyone right now. I'm still in school (yeah, it's grad school, but I know very few friends my age who are still in school...), I'm not engaged, I'm not even dating anybody, etc... Even though I feel this way, I'm not even sure if I'll ever get married. I don't mean this in a "Oh, no one will ever want to marry me"-Eeyore way, I mean it earnestly as in "I don't know if I'll feel like getting married." So if anyone wanted to marry me, or date me right now, they'd have to impress the hell out of me, ha.

On an even more boring note, I must be off to work on: a monologue and character analysis from Much Ado About Nothing (I wish we could have done this from Othello instead, or MacBeth; Much Ado About Nothing is boring... unless you watch Keanu Reeves as Don John...); a presentation about English standardization for History of the English Language.... Hm, doesn't sound like too much when I list it out that way.

12 June 2010

Happy New Year

Yeah, you got it. It's the middle of June. It's not New Year's at all. However, I feel it necessary to start over again like it's a new year. Screw what happened last fall... That wasn't me. Some of the beginning of this year? Not me. I'm going to try to be me now... Not weirdo/depresso me. I want to be another me... Me from two or three years ago mixed with me now. Let's try out this Milledgeville thing again. It can't be that bad, can it? It has the ability to be as bad as I make it to be.